Post by olivier dominigos da silva on Nov 10, 2013 17:07:06 GMT -8
[/font]Things weren't exactly going the way Olivier had hoped. He had figured, all he had to do was move from Brazil, go to the same college as Anthony and in three short months, his best friend would soon become his boyfriend. Apparently life didn't work like that – not only was his best friend involved with a girl already, but he had been involved with two. A red haired Greek and a platinum haired what-ever-she-was. And she'd been pregnant with his baby, too. Even if she lost the baby, then that meant she'd fucked him. Which meant he was interested in girls. Which meant that... there was nothing for him.
It wasn't that Oli wasn't interested in chicas, because he was. He just didn't find them as appealing as men. It was a hard thing to come to terms with. Even though his mother, as liberal and French as she was, tried to tell him to follow his dreams and to be who he was and fuck the haters – literally or figuratively, he never knew. He assumed figuratively but, then again, french – his father had been pretty strict and homophobic. Even though he had prostituted himself back in Brazil, his mother having too low of an income to support them both when his father died, in the time he'd been living in America he'd been womanizing women as much as possible, to make up for the sin in his heart, the sin of a bisexual man who wanted men more than he did women. It was rough on the male, to hate his own self, but he did whatever he could.
Today, Olivier was talking a break from his studying and programming to hang out in the park. Even though he knew California was colder than Brazil, it was still shocking how cold a Californian November could be. He pulled his jacket closer to himself, sticking his gloved hands into his pockets and shuffling side to side, desperately trying to warm himself. It could have been the wind making it this cold, unforgiving that it was. He decided to hide from the wind under a shelter – gazebo, he thought they may have been called – sitting on the wooden bench inside and pulling his knees up to his chest. A quick glance to his right caused him to blush in embarrassment, noticing the blonde boy beside him.
Now that he'd seen him, of course, it was impossible to just ignore him. That'd be rude. ”Allo,” He said awkwardly, his French-tinted Brazillian accent coming through as he spoke, ”Cold out today, is it not? I'm Olivier, but you can call me Oli.”