We could be up in the clouds - Kylogen <3

[imogen]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

It had been a long 3 months in hospital. Needle marks plagued the pale girls arms, which had been getting a little more shape onto them recently since she'd been recovering from the cancer in her system being completely wiped out with many operations and so forth. Luckily, she didn't end up losing any of her beautiful locks to the treatment she underwent - most of her suffering was mentally, since people merely came and went as they pleased. Of course, it was a good sign that she was beginning to care about other people again, because if she didn't she would have been suffering both physically and mentally. Sure, it was nice seeing her friends at her bed every few days to hang out and watch movies and stuff, but she hardly ever had the energy to go out and do stuff with them. Being confined to the hospital was torture for the usually energetic ball of power who bounced off walls on a good day. Her recovery was coming along smoothly, and so was her pregnancy.

Looking down at the reasonably sized bump protruding from her small body, Imogen sighed. She had almost lost the little alien inside of her a few times due to drastic operations taking a turn for the worst and whatnot, it wasn't exactly the happiest time for either parties. Anthony hadn't been around as much as he said he would be either, so having Rina and Kat there all the time was good to keep her distracted from worrying about what he was getting up to. Being 5 months pregnant didn't help her hormones at all, and the poor girl could be heard crying most nights whenever she was left on her own. It was a sad way to live, especially since most of the cancer patients she'd met had either passed away or had suffered unheard of things due to the severity of their cancer. Her friends had told her to stay strong, and in the outcome of surviving this crazy thing she might just possibly get a little baby out of it too - it was a great outcome, especially if there was nothing wrong with it.

Today she had made plans to catch up with Kyler, one of her closest friends. He'd been busy with Riley lately and hadn't had much time to pop by since she'd been admitted to hospital a few months back. She was happy that he'd finally gotten his life on track and that he was happy. Even after all the bumps in the road that the two had hit, they had come out of it as better friends - a friend that Imogen held very close to her heart. She had even gotten dressed up for the occasion, since there was a little more meat on her bones to decorate, she decided on nice flowing pants and a lace shirt - to top it all off she was rocking in her bunny sock-slipper things that she adored.

Cleaning up her room a little before his arrival, she felt a little sick. It wasn't like morning sickness or anything, but something different. Her stomach began to feel a little woozy as well, and she had to take a seat so she could see straight. Maybe it was just nerves for seeing her best friend after such a long time. A best friend who didn't know she was pregnant.

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[Kyler Ethan Greyson]

Kyler was just sitting on his bed in the wolf pack frat house, just staring up at his wall and tossing a hacky sack up in the air while listening to music. He was just thinking about everything that was going on, he still had no idea what was going on with him and Riley, they had hooked up recently but that didn't mean that they were together or anything. He kind of thought he had maybe made a mistake by sleeping with her again, he didn't want to be hurt again. He had been hurt so many times, he just didn't want to go through all that again. But he also didn't want to get his hopes up either, oh he didn't have any idea what to do. Speaking or heartbreak, he wondered how Imogen was doing. He was starting to feel bad that he hadn't gone to visit her yet, and just as he thought of her, his phone buzzed.

Sure enough, she had sent him a text, he had nearly forgot that he had set her caller ID photo as a picture of them cuddling in his bed and she was kissing his cheek. He had snapped that photo when he had gotten her high for the first time. He smiled down at his phone while still looking at the picture, that was one of the funnest times he had with her. Then he finally opened the text message and read it. She really wanted him to come by and see her, which was fine by him because he wanted to see her as well. So he got dressed, in a ridiculous outfit because he wanted to see her smile once he walked into her room.

He hopped on his skate board and road all the way to the hospital, yes the lazy stoner still didn't drive and he'd much rather skate than ride the bus, so it did take him a little while to finally get there. His stomach was kind of in knots because he was a little nervous, yes even though he knew she loved Anthony, there were still some feelings there. But he learned to accept the fact that him and Imogen weren't meant to be and she never loved him like that, at least that's what he thought anyway.Though he was glad that they remained friends after everything they had been through. He did really hope that Ant was taking care of her while she was in this state, he knew how fragile the poor girl was.

When he got there he signed in and headed on up to Imogen's room, he walked in and saw the tiny blonde sitting down. "Hi.." He said with a smile as he approached her and gave her a hug. He then looked down and noticed the large bump on her stomach. "Oh...you're pregnant?" He asked, well this was kind of a stab in the heart. Yes, he was upset just seeing her like this made him wish he was Anthony sometimes. "Oh Immy..." He said as he kissed her forehead affectionately. "How are you feeling dear?" He asked as he sat down in the chair next to her.

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[imogen]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

This weird feeling that had suddenly come over her automatically worried the little blonde - who, like most mothers, freaked out over the tiniest little issue that might pose a thread to either her or her unborn baby inside of her. Usually it was just some moving around inside of her belly that she wasn't used to, or felt like something else because of her frame being so small, so the baby didn't have much room to bounce around in as they might have if she'd been a little more healthier. Kyler would be here any minute, and she didn't want to be in a bad mood because of her sickening feeling inside of her, as well as the cramping going on too - it was uncomfortable, and it felt as if she was getting her period cramps or something similar to that - she hadn't gotten her period in over 7 months because she'd been too sick and then conceived anyway, so it didn't matter whether she got it or not - but this feeling was so painstakingly familiar that it made her feel even more sick to her stomach.

With the arrival of Kyler, the young blonde tried to keep a brave face. He looked as familiar as ever, maybe with the addition of a few new tattoos or something, but that was it. He was still the same old Kyler who she loved dearly - who she was hoping would be the god parent of her little baby when he or she was eventually born. It had been too long since the two had seen each other last, and Imogen felt like a bad person for not making more of an effort with him - even a phone call might have been sufficient. Since Anthony and Kyler weren't exactly on good terms, it was hard for her to organise the two of them coming together for her, because being in the same room as each other might set one of them off, and Imogen didn't want to get in the middle of that argument again now, did she? Sure, it might have been nice to have both the men that she held dearly with her at the same time, but things didn't always work out for people in the end - Imogen had realised that when she'd been diagnosed with cancer.

Smiling up at the boy in front of her, she bit her lip a little uneasily. "Uh, yeah." The girl winced, leaning back in her bed with a groan. The pain coming from her stomach really was hurting now. Pointing to the button on the side of her bed, she looked to Kyler. "I'm sorry, but could you maybe press that button for me, hun?" She said, gripping the sides of the bed before feeling a sudden release of pressure from her stomach. What the hell was that? Imogen looked down puzzled, then gasped in shock as she noticed her pants beginning to soak in blood. What was going on?! Looking to the big emergency button on the other side of her bed that was only for real emergencies, she hit the button and looked around, tears coming out of her eyes as her stomach pains began to be more intense. A nurse opened the door and looked to the two of them before her eyes widened and she rushed out again, yelling something along the lines of 'code red, misscarriage in ward 7', and only one of the words in that sentence had any value to her.

Imogen was having a misscarriage.

Nurses burst into the room once more along with her doctor and ran to her bedside, and the managed to begin pushing Kyler out of the room and shutting the curtains. "WHAT IS GOING ON?" She wailed as they began hooking her up to all sorts of machines. "Your baby hasn't made it imogen, and its very dangerous because it's passed away inside of you - we need to get it out. Those pains your having, their contractions."

[/i] The doctor seemed to be so calm about this situation. Imogen was going to give birth right now? To a baby she would never meet? The tears were more violent as she was urged to push, and Imogen couldn't believe this was all happening.

--- Black out because ew birthing scene ---

Imogen could feel the warm spray of water over her body as she sat in the shower cubicle. The nurses had just finished washing her off and she decided she wanted to sit in there a while longer to herself. Looking down, her stomach had shrunk a considerable amount, most of the fluid coming out of her system from the birth. It had been a girl. The poor little girl never took her first breath. Imogen got to lay her eyes on her for about a minute before they decided they needed to take her away to 'deal' with the remains. They'd called Anthony to break the news to him as well. Imogen couldn't help but think maybe he'd be a little relieved of the outcome, now that he didn't have to be a father and all. Imogen had cried all the way to the showers and she hadn't stopped until the water stopped running. Peeling some comfortable clothes on, she was taken back to her room and met with Kyler, who had stuck around and waited the hour it had taken for her to have the baby.

Without any words, Imogen thrust herself into his arms and collapsed there, her sobs moving her whole body as she cried into his arms. She was embarrassed that he had to see that, and felt so alone now that there wasn't a little being inside of her. Doctors had said that the bright side was that the baby didn't feel any pain at all, and her recovery would be a lot more smooth because there wouldn't be any need to share all of her food from now on. That didnt stop it from hurting her more than anything she had every experienced of course, but maybe she was never fit to be a mother anyway. Doctors had also said it may be a little more likely for her to be able to conceive after recovery as well, a bonus 5 per cent chance of having a baby. 15 per cent was better than ten, right?

"I-I-Im-m, S-so Sor-r-ry, Ky." She cried into his shoulder before sitting back into her bed, curling up into the fetal position. The woman was speechless, her pain unmeasurable to anything she had ever felt. Emptiness plagued her as she lay there, her silent sobs shaking her body in grief.



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[Kyler Ethan Greyson]

Kyler's face fell to a frown when he noticed the uncomfortable look that was appearing on Imogen's face, he knew the tiny blonde so well that he knew when she was in pain, sad, frustrated, or any negative feeling even when she was trying her best to cover it up. "Baby what's wrong?" He asked as his stomach started to tie in knots because he had a bad feeling that she wasn't okay. He reached over for the button and his hand fell over hers as she touched the button. But then he pulled away as the nurses rushed in and started to push him out of the room, which really started to panic him. "Imogen..." He called out as he struggled to be pushed out. " I love you..." He told her as he left the room. The nurses and doctors refused to tell him what was wrong or what was happening to her, and they made him go wait in the lobby or to just go home and visit her another day.

Kyler didn't want to leave her, he wanted to make sure she was okay and he wanted to be here for her if she needed him. Imogen still had a special place in Kyler's heart and he would always have some sort of feelings for her. And it crushed him when she was in pain, this poor girl couldn't even get a break. She had a shitty boyfriend who was constantly playing with her head and breaking her heart, she ended up with Cancer and some how she conceived and now something was happening to this baby. He sat in the waiting room and cried, and prayed to god that Imogen and this baby would be okay. He was even thinking that if the baby did live and Ant still didn't come around that he would help Imogen as much as he could and be there for the baby every step of the way.

After a little over an hour past by someone came and got Kyler and told him to come up and that she was ready to see him. He followed the nurse nervously down the long and cold hallway, he was so nervous, his stomach was doing flips. He slowly opened the door when the nurse showed him to her room. He gulped and when he saw her broken face he couldn't help but break down and cry. He caught her in his arms when she ran to him and held her there for awhile. He kissed her cheeks over and over again. "No, baby girl...I'm so sorry." He told her, his voice cracking from crying. He felt bad from not being there for her more, for not calling more often, and for not taking care of her. It broke his heart so much that the baby didn't pull through, because he knew Imogen was hurting more than ever and that hurt him the most. After she pulled away he crawled into her bed with her and wrapped his long lanky arms around her. He figured that she wouldn't wanna be alone at a time like this. "I'm here..." He whispered. "I'll always be here..." He added.